Some fact (or at least i think they are)

Salam,

I admit it, i'm one happy go lucky person. But once something, something really really huge strikes me that i'm not be able to recover immediately, that is where it will leave a deep scar and affect my mood for quite some period.

Being positive is not good enough if you do not act accordingly to make it better. Which mean if you failed or are not able to perform well and yet it still doesn't change you, that's just mean that you still have long way to go in being a better person.

I'm not saying being positive is a bad thing but sometimes, the feeling of frustration and desperation could bring a really unexpectedly positive impact, but still only if you manage to control your emotion well. For example, you get really bad marks in certain subjects and you are feeling really down, and you said to yourself, i need to change, i need to do something, i need to be better, etc, and there where it will leads you to succeed.

Sometimes to achieve something great in life, you need to step back a little to able you to move forward and seeing things from another perspective. Well at least that is what i think. It is not that i'm suggesting for you to failed 1st though.

Unlike person that is always feeling positive but never change. Even some misery or maybe he sustained heavy losses and yet he is still acting like nothing is happening, that is where at certain point in life you will definitely crumble from your own thoughtless positive thinking.

I may not be the best (well of course i'm not)...
I may not be the greatest...
I may be the worst...
and clearly my English is still far far away from perfection...
but still being able to at least to convey my idea through my writing is enough for me to release some i-don't-know-where-they-come-from burden.